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  It sounded like a respectable and worthy enough death for an explorer – tumbling from an ice bridge to be impaled upon a mammoth tusk – but Stella really, really didn’t want that to happen, just the same. Then – above the panting of the wolves, the trumpeting of the mammoths, the thundering of the unicorn’s hooves, Beanie’s muttering and the shouting of the explorers behind them – Stella heard a faint, dreadful sound. The quiet, deadly crack of ice breaking.

  For my soulmate, Neil Dayus.

  ‘They slipped

  briskly

  into an intimacy from which they never recovered.’

  F. Scott Fitzgerald.

  CONTENTS

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Epilogue

  Polar Bear Explorers’ Club Rules

  Ocean Squid Explorers’ Club Rules

  Desert Jackal Explorers’ Club Rules

  Jungle Cat Explorers’ Club Rules

  Acknowledgements

  About the author and illustrator

  Copyright

  CHAPTER ONE

  Stella Starflake Pearl rubbed frost from the turret window and scowled out at the snow. She ought to be in the most splendid mood – it was her birthday tomorrow, and the only thing Stella loved more than birthdays was unicorns. But it was hard to be cheerful when Felix was still refusing to take her on his expedition. Even though she’d begged, pleaded, cajoled, threatened and stormed – none of it had done any good at all. The thought of being packed off to stay with Aunt Agatha again made Stella feel positively sick. Aunt Agatha didn’t know much about children, and sometimes she got things completely wrong, like the time she gave Stella a cabbage for her packed school lunch. No chocolate dinosaurs, or marshmallow cake, or treats of any kind – just a single, solitary, useless cabbage. Plus, Aunt Agatha had nostril hair. It was almost impossible not to sometimes stare at it.

  Stella had wanted to be an explorer ever since she was old enough to know what the word meant. More specifically, she wanted to be a navigator. She never got tired of looking at maps and globes, and as far as she was concerned, a compass was just about the most beautiful thing in the whole entire world. After unicorns, obviously.

  And if she wasn’t meant to be an explorer, then why had the fairies given her a middle name? Everyone knew that only explorers had three names. Felix had given her his last name, Pearl, but then hadn’t known what to do about a first name, so he’d asked the fairies to name her instead. This was probably a good thing, because Felix was fond of peculiar names like Mildred and Wilhelmina and Barbaretta. But the fairies had given her not one name, but two: Stella and Starflake. And surely that meant that she was absolutely destined to be an explorer.

  Stella scrambled onto the turret window seat and pulled her legs up to rest her chin on her knees. It was getting dark outside, and she knew Felix would be looking for her to give her her twilight present. It was a tradition they had – Stella was always allowed to open one present the night before her birthday. But right now she was too angry and disappointed for presents, so she’d come up to the turret to hide. And if she tucked herself into the window seat then she couldn’t be seen from the end of the corridor.

  Unfortunately though, Gruff liked the turret too, and he had come lumbering over almost as soon as Stella had sat down, poking his nose into her pockets in search of biscuits. Mrs Sap, their housekeeper, hadn’t been very happy when Felix brought an orphaned polar bear cub home one day, but the bear would have died otherwise. Not only was he an orphan, he had a misshapen paw as well, and might not have been able to survive in the wild. Stella thought it was the best thing ever to have a polar bear in the house, even if he did almost flatten her sometimes when he wanted to cuddle. Polar bears were quite startlingly huge.

  She reached into her pocket for a fish biscuit and held it out to Gruff, who took it from her with extreme gentleness and then crunched it up happily, covering her in crumbs and bear slobber. Stella was used to the bear slobber, so she didn’t mind, but the downside of Gruff coming to see her was that he gave her presence away when Felix came into the corridor a few minutes later.

  ‘Ah, there you are,’ he said, stopping by the window seat. ‘I’ve been looking high and low for you.’

  Stella looked up into his face – her favourite face in the whole world, the first one she could ever remember seeing. Stella had been a snow orphan, just like Gruff. If Felix hadn’t found her when she was a toddler, she would probably have died out there, alone on the ice. Stella had never met anyone with hair as white as hers, or skin as pale, or eyes her particular shade of ice-chip blue. Most people at Stella’s school had pinkish skin, but Stella was white as a pearl from head to toe. It was something that had always bothered her – especially that she didn’t look more like her adopted father.

  Felix was Stella’s father in every sense of the word, but she had fallen into the habit of calling him by his first name because that was what everyone else did. He wasn’t particularly handsome or distinguished, and he didn’t sport a moustache, whiskers or side-burns, as was the current fashion. This was in large part because those things required quite a significant time-commitment in terms of grooming and maintenance, and Felix said he had (so far) counted up a total of 134 more interesting ways that he would rather spend his time, including making numbered lists of interesting ways he would rather spend his time. His nose was bent at the top but Stella loved the way his eyes crinkled at the corners, and his golden-brown hair was usually just a little bit too long, curling around his collar – and his mouth always wanted to smile. Felix didn’t like frowning. He said it was a waste of good muscle use.

  Stella had always thought of him as a special person, and the fact that he was a fairyologist proved it beyond doubt. There weren’t many humans that fairies would speak to, but they had always liked Felix. He could hardly leave the house in the summer months without one of them perching on the brim of his hat or landing on his shoulder to whisper into his ear. So if he forgot to brush his hair sometimes, or put on odd socks, or did the buttons of his shirt up wrong, none of that mattered one jot to Stella. Besides which, Felix knew how to ride a penny farthing, perform card tricks and make little flying birds out of paper – and if that wasn’t enough to make someone a favourite person, Stella didn’t know what was.

  ‘It’s twilight present time,’ he announced, holding up a white box wrapped with a wonky pink bow.

  It took all Stella’s discipline to say, ‘I don’t want it.’ She turned her head to stare out the window.

  ‘I cannot believe you are serious,’ said Felix. He tried to nudge Gruff – who had laid down next to the window seat – out of the way, but nudging a polar bear is a bit like nudging a mountain, and really wasn’t any use at all, so Felix climbed over the bear instead, and sat on the seat opposite Stella.

  ‘I’d take you in a heartbeat,’ Felix said quietly. ‘If girls were allowed on expeditions then you know I would take you.’

  ‘It’s not fair that girls can’t be explorers!’ Stella said. ‘It’s stupid and it doesn’t make sense!’
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  The injustice of it made her whole body tremble. Stella had grown up listening to Felix’s stories whenever he returned home from an expedition, and had always loved them, but there comes a time when a girl gets tired of hearing about other people’s adventures, and wants to start having a few of her own.

  Plenty of explorers took their sons with them on expeditions. Even Stella’s friend, Beanie, was going on this next one with his uncle, the renowned entomologist, Benedict Boscombe Smith. Beanie was the same age as Stella and he was part elf. He had a long list of dislikes that, so far, included small talk, sarcasm, handshakes, hugs and haircuts. Basically anything that involved physical contact was a definite no.

  ‘You’re absolutely right,’ Felix replied. ‘It is stupid, and it does not make sense. I’m sure it will be different one day. But the world doesn’t always change as quickly as we’d like it to.’

  Stella continued to look out the window, preferring to stare at the snow than meet Felix’s eye. ‘I thought rules didn’t matter to you,’ she said, biting her lip.

  Felix had always said that some rules were okay to break, and, in fact, some should be broken regularly for one’s health. When Aunt Agatha said that Stella needed a woman in the house to bring her up properly, Felix was always on her side about stuff like being allowed to gallop around the grounds on her unicorn, or build a fort out of books in the library, or learn how to make balloon animals rather than sew ugly embroidery.

  ‘There are some rules that absolutely cannot be broken,’ he’d say. ‘Like being kind and treating others as you’d like to be treated yourself. But whether or not people laugh at you, or think you peculiar, or different from them, doesn’t much matter in the grand scheme of things.’

  ‘It’s not like it would hurt anyone if I went on the expedition, is it?’ Stella asked, trying to use Felix’s own logic against him. ‘And if people think it’s strange for a girl to be an explorer then that’s their problem. Not mine.’

  Felix sighed and put the present down on the seat between them. ‘My dear thing, I wish it were that simple. But I don’t make the rules at the Polar Bear Explorers’ Club.’ He nudged the present along the seat towards her. ‘Let’s not let it ruin your birthday. Why don’t you open your present?’

  ‘Take it away. I don’t want it,’ Stella said in her coldest voice. But she felt awful as soon as she spoke, and she hated herself for being cruel, and she hated being angry with Felix too. It felt so unnatural not to be friends – it made her stomach feel all twisted up and wrong.

  ‘I’m sorry,’ she blurted quickly. ‘That was mean.’

  Felix picked up the present and pressed it into her hands. ‘Open it,’ he said again. ‘The poor things will be getting terribly stuffy in there by now.’

  That piqued Stella’s curiosity, so she tugged off the bow, removed the lid from the box and stared down at a tiny igloo, nestled in a bed of pink tissue paper. Exclaiming in delight, she lifted it free of the box and realised it was made from actual ice. Each minute brick felt freezing against her fingers, and frost sparkled along the curved surface like dozens of tiny diamonds.

  ‘It’s enchanted,’ Felix said. ‘That’s why it doesn’t melt. I got it from a magician I met on my travels through Snuffleville. Look inside.’

  Stella lifted it to peer through the open doorway and gasped at the sight of a family of tiny penguins happily slapping about on the ice inside.

  ‘They’re Polar Pets,’ Felix told her. ‘They’re part of the magic trick so they don’t require feeding or anything, although the magician said they like to be sung to every once in a while. One of the other igloos had polar bears in it and another had seals, but I thought you’d like the penguins best.’

  ‘I love them!’ Stella replied.

  ‘There was even one igloo that had tiny snow goblins inside, but that one struck me as just plain worrying. What on earth would you be supposed to think if someone presented you with an igloo full of snow goblins? When I looked in they seemed to be trying to poke each other’s eyes out with twigs. It was all getting quite violent.’

  ‘Sounds like the kind of present Aunt Agatha would give,’ Stella said, feeling glum again at the mention of her.

  Stella loved the tiny penguins in their tiny igloo, just as she had loved all the other oddities, treasures and knickknacks that Felix had brought back from his travels. But what she really wanted – more than anything – was to find her own marvels and rarities to bring back home with her. She wanted to have her very own study, the walls lined with maps and charts, where she could spend as much time as she liked drawing up packing lists, inspecting her curiosities and planning her next adventure to strange and distant faraway lands on the other side of the world.

  ‘Your aunt does her best,’ Felix said. ‘She just … well, she finds our ways a little odd, that’s all. But she does care …’ A faint frown line appeared between his eyes as he looked out the window. ‘In her own way.’

  Stella wasn’t at all sure about that. Felix had always introduced Stella to people as his daughter, and she knew he loved her as much as any father ever could, even if she was just another orphaned foundling he’d discovered in the snow. But Aunt Agatha had always looked at her with the same kind of mild distaste with which she looked at Gruff after he’d just done one of his long, loud, fish-biscuit burps.

  Stella didn’t want to argue with Felix any more though, so she gave him a kiss goodnight, scrambled over Gruff and returned to her room. She set the igloo by the side of her bed, got changed and then climbed under the sheets where she stared up at the slowly revolving mobile which hung from the ceiling. She knew she was too old for mobiles now, but Felix had made this one for her when she was very small in order to make her feel more at home, and Stella loved it.

  He’d designed it to remind her of where she’d come from, stringing it with shaggy-haired yetis, snow-white unicorns, massive woolly mammoths and sparkling silver stars. There were even abominable snowmen and cloven-hooved yaks on there, all painstakingly created from clay and beads and wool and sparkling glass stones. Stella had only been a couple of years old when Felix had found her – too young to remember anything about her life before. And yet, sometimes she’d dream she was a baby again, sat on a bed, playing with a tiara covered in crystals and pearls and ice-white gems. Then the image would shift, and she’d be outside and there would be blood splattered across the snow …

  Stella knew she would never find out what had happened to her or her biological family, but the frozen wilderness out there had been her home once and she wanted to see it again for herself.

  And when Felix and his expedition attempted to be the first explorers to reach the coldest part of the Icelands, Stella wanted to be there with them. She just needed to think of a way to get Felix to let her come.

  Finally, she sighed, turned over in bed and snuggled down deeper into the covers, where she fell asleep to the sound of the quiet, happy honking of the penguins in their igloo.

  CHAPTER TWO

  Stella woke up the next morning to the sun streaming through her bedroom windows and warming her toes where they stuck out the end of her bed. She sat up and wondered whether she might feel different now that she was twelve. Not that they could know her real age for sure, but Felix thought she’d been about two when he first found her. He said everyone should celebrate their birthday once a year (ideally twice), so he’d decided that the day he found Stella in the snow would be her official birthday.

  The muffled sound of a party whistle drew her attention to the tiny igloo by her bedside, and she picked it up and peered in at the family of penguins. It looked like one of them must be having a birthday too, because the penguins all wore paper party hats, and were blowing party whistles, and there was a cake in the shape of a fish with a whole load of candles stuck in it. One of the penguins – presumably the birthday boy or girl (it was hard to tell with penguins) – was clapping its wings together and making little honking noises of excitement. Remembering
what Felix had said about singing to them, Stella sang ‘Happy Birthday’ through the door of the igloo, which immediately caused a great furore, with all the penguins running around in circles, their big feet slapping noisily on the ice. Stella smiled and put the igloo back by the side of her bed.

  With an effort, she pushed all thoughts of Felix’s imminent departure, and her own dreary imprisonment with Aunt Agatha, out of her mind. It would be a terrible waste to let it ruin her birthday. You only turned twelve once, after all.

  She put on her most favourite special occasion dress. It was powder blue, with tiny white buttons in the shape of polar bears, and a glorious petticoat skirt, which puffed up beautifully when Stella spun round in a circle, making her feel rather like one of the sugar plum fairies she sometimes saw dancing in the garden at midnight.

  She tied her white hair back with a blue ribbon, then went down the vast staircase that led to the lower floor. Like most explorers, Felix was extremely wealthy, and their mansion of a home had several kitchens and dining rooms, with a whole host of cooks and chefs and servants. If they had explorers staying with them – which they often did whenever there was an expedition being planned – then they ate breakfast in the parlour. But when it was just the two of them, they always ate in the orangery. Felix still called it the orangery, although there hadn’t been any orange trees in there for years. There was an entirely different type of thing in the glass conservatory now.

  Stella opened the door, and warmth washed over her, along with the faint smell of long-gone oranges. With its glass roof and walls, the orangery was the warmest part of their home, which made it the ideal environment for pygmy dinosaurs. Some people called them fairy dinosaurs due to their minute size – even the T-Rex, Stella’s absolute favourite, was no bigger than a kitten. His name was Buster and he came rushing up to meet her the moment she stepped inside. Stella scooped him up and lightly ran a finger over his scaly head whilst he squirmed in delight, his front claws curling tightly around her thumb.